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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Tosha17/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I really dont know....

Tue Sep 15, 2009, 11:24 AM
Lately I've been thinking about my life, but my thoughts are getting me nowhere. Sometimes I wonder if I’m staring my husband right in the face and have yet to realize it. For the past year I have experienced some traumatic changes, some for good and some for bad. I've met people and I've also had to cut some people off. Sometimes I wonder if I have actually experienced love before. One-time someone asked me why do I love so much, why do I love so hard. Sadly I replied, I think it's because that's how I want to be loved. Honestly, I don't know if I know exactly what love is, on a more than a "just friends" relationship that is. Sometimes I think I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve while others think I'm intimidating or I have a wall up.

:shrug: I don't know...I'm just letting it out :surrender:
Feel free to comment...

  • Mood: Confused
  • Reading: What goes around comes around & Life of Pi
  • Drinking: Lemon vitamin water

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Im one of the realest girls you will ever meet. Im up 2 a lot of things, but if i come across something im not...you'll know. I dont like the run around stuff. I wouldn't say im quick to fall in love, but once I fall in love Im in. I've found over the years I am a little more mature than the 'boys' I'm around. I wanna find a dude that will Man-up and step up to the plate. Someone that can run the house, not know all the cheat codes for a video game. Someone that can handle me and everything that I'm bringing to the table. Someone that is not intimated, but attracted to a woman that has 'got her own'. She doesn't needs you in her life, but wants you in her life.

Devious Info

  • Interests: CHURCH, Basketball, dancing, rapping, spoken word
  • Favourite movie: LOVE & BASKETBALL....nething by Tyler Perry
  • Favourite band or musician: Musicaians: Tye Tribbett, Smokie Norful, Kiki Sheard, Karen Clark Sheard, Kirk, Chris brown, Mary J
  • Favourite genre of music: Gospel, soul, R-n-B Gospel, R-n-B
  • Favourite artist: Vincent
  • Favourite poet or writer: me
  • Favourite photographer: *BitterGrapes
  • Favourite style of art: spoken word/ Rapping
  • MP3 player of choice: video IPod
  • Skin of choice: Brown
  • Favourite game: Squad up
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tigger
  • Personal Quote: I stay blessed
  • Tools of the Trade: God, my mind, pencil, and paper

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Comments


:iconalwayz-blessed:
IM BACK!

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Since love is a two way street, when i feel like im headed in the wrong direction i can always do a u-turn. lol
:iconalbethere15:
hey wats up, how u been? havent talked to u in a minute.

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"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore, trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility." Kahlil Gibran.
:iconbittergrapes:
Thank you for the favourite, love.

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Andrew
:iconalwayz-blessed:
hey....im hyyyypppppeee!!!!!!

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Since love is a two way street, when i feel like im headed in the wrong direction i can always do a u-turn. lol
:iconjumpman21:
tagged again ha ha

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Now things change and it's all my fault.
:iconalwayz-blessed:
im mad

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Since love is a two way street, when i feel like im headed in the wrong direction i can always do a u-turn. lol
:iconalbethere15:
wat's wrong?

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"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore, trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility." Kahlil Gibran.
:iconalwayz-blessed:
i just found something out

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Since love is a two way street, when i feel like im headed in the wrong direction i can always do a u-turn. lol
:iconalbethere15:
how bad was it?

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"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore, trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility." Kahlil Gibran.

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